Monday, 13 October 2008


adrenaline pumping, heart racing, knees go weak and sweat starts to trickle down the sides of my forehead.

first days always make me nervous. first time for anything; anything at all. Whether it is the first day of school, first exam paper, firsts..

today was no exception. it was more or less what we expected.

but only 8 hours and my legs are weak from the standing. and the rushing about following doctors around.

more to come. more to do. this is only the beginning of it all. phew...

deep breaths. deep breaths.

Monday, 6 October 2008

Back to Reality

i am leaving for Mkassar today. in 12 hours i would have to check in for that dreaded flight.

yep. and I'm still high strung on the 'holiday syndrome'

bad news is, my sis just got admitted to the hospital a few hours ago. Her asthma acting up again. I feel bad for still having to leave while she's being monitored; but there is nothing much i can do. i leave her my best wishes and prayers to be well again.

shoes. bags. skirts. some bits and pieces of furniture, my cam and computer gadgets. sighs. all strewn across the floor waiting for me to pick them up and stuff em' into my bag. wait; which bag? dilemma. books, books and the endless mountain of books i thought i could carry. 15kgs...who am i kidding. air asia should make it 15 kg per bag, they already are charging each bag we bring..haiyah.

will miss home. my dearly beloved siblings. teman-teman ku juge.

back to reality.

Friday, 3 October 2008

Eid Mubarak

Just tagging in to wish everyone a Selamat hari Raya or Happy Eid Mubarak.

Here i would like to extend my most sincere apologies for any wrongdoings, either intentionally or by accident that may or may NOT have hurt you. I am human and not perfect in anyway, so mistakes or human errors are bound to happen.:)
let's start over with a clean slate eh? have a good holiday everyone, cheers.

p/s: i shall put up photos soon. heehee. being with the family is always a plus.